Have you ever experience being sad without understanding why? Or is this part of what they call ‘Depression’?
I don’t even know what my problem is. I suddenly feel being so sad and I cannot explain it. I cried and asking God ‘why’.
I got a lot of things circling around my head and I can’t handle them anymore. I feel that I’m worthless. I even asked God what is the purpose of my life?
I just don’t know what is going in my life.
I cannot even write stories. I cannot even find the right words.
It is so hard to even write these thoughts now.
It’s like there is a wall blocking me with the things I need to do.
Maybe because of my work?
Maybe because of money?
Maybe because of my life?
Maybe because I really have a problem and I just can’t accept that I have a problem.
I also don’t want to talk to anyone. I just don’t know what is going on with my life.